the worst

the worst part of not having you ,
isnt knowing youll find another guy ,
believe me ,
i wish youd bump into the perfect guy ,
at starbucks ,
and he offers to buy you
a java chip ,
you know ,
your favorite .
and i hope you two hit it off ,
play the whole romance scenario ,
and you fall so madly in love with him that you forget about me .
i want your happiness ,
i live for your happiness .
if you dont smile ,
my sun dont come up .
but the worst part will be ,
knowing i will never be that perfect guy .
you only meet someone for the first time
once .
i guess i fucked up .